I've been at school for a little over a week now and feel as though I never left. Seriously? What is this shit? I was on break for three months! I was supposed to relax, unwind, mellow out. Obviously I did a horrible job because death seems eminent. Spontaneous human combustion, it happens. Stressed doesn't really describe it. No holds barred, I really am a horrible student.
But even with this markedly unhealthy sensation I still feel better than I did at home. Just now am I realizing how depressed I got and I'm a little surprised that a) not many people noticed, certainly not my family and that b) I didn't do anything drastic about it. And fyi, by "drastic" I mean "go on anti-depressant", which I've only just started considering anyways.
On a brighter, more fandom related note I come bearing a fantastic fanvid not of my own making:
Made by
xx_sorceress_xx and posted in her journal over yonder. Reposted without permission, so keep it on the dl XD, otherwise do enjoy.
But even with this markedly unhealthy sensation I still feel better than I did at home. Just now am I realizing how depressed I got and I'm a little surprised that a) not many people noticed, certainly not my family and that b) I didn't do anything drastic about it. And fyi, by "drastic" I mean "go on anti-depressant", which I've only just started considering anyways.
On a brighter, more fandom related note I come bearing a fantastic fanvid not of my own making:
Politics In Space - Star Trek XI from KittySorceress on Vimeo.
Made by
disposition:
tired
drug of choice: Sufjan Stevens - "The Henney Buggy Band"
Lock and Load
